Sunday, March 7, 2010
{ 11:04 PM }

great!! Nationals will be held on the 20th March 2010
not sure which comp we will be competing in ..
n im praying super hard tat i am free from sip on tat day.
its gg to be a hectic n crazy weeks to come
with working n trainings every day n continuing wif sip when it commence on the 15th.
practically i really dun have any rest before sip starts as compared to
the other students.
trainings have been quite stressful for me.
seriously speaking i am very super low in confidence
i seriously dun noe how i am suppose to gain it back
n at times i practically drag myself for trgs n somehow for every
trg its jus bring my confidence level low
im tryin my best to kick all the negative thoughts away
but everyday whenever i look into the mirror its jus not the real me
reality is hard to accept n im giving it up
jus 12 more days to Nationals
n then it will close another chapter in my life ..
i dunno y .. whether its me or wat ..
i jus dun feel hungryness .... as compared 2 yrs ago ..
on a lighter note, had the 1st sip class session yesterday ..
nothing much jus a quick briefing on admin stuffs and docs
am feeling quite excited .. bcoz tat was wher i wanted to be .. =)
went lunch with the girls before heading to work ..
gonna take the opportunity to rest wher possible ..
cHeers ~