Saturday, December 26, 2009
{ 10:54 PM }
"Im by no means a stalker, or in love, and in fact, this story wont warm your heart or make you gush like others, but sometimes, somewher, not everybody's falling in love or crying over shattered hearts, they develop crushes that puts them on a slight high, even if it may amount to nothing, it's thinking about possibilities, finding songs that match your feelings, writing about it, glorifying it. Sometimes, for some of us, it's enough. It's what we need for now.
I want him to pick up on some kind of clue, I think I wont's be able to do a junior high 'i kind of like you' sppech, but right now, im content with just sending him subtle glances, smiling from afar, becoming giddy about the possibilities, and just enjoying the warm, fuzzy feelings I haven't had in quite a while. It feels slightly cheesy and seems so un-college, so unsexy or wild, it's a retro, young kind of crush, and I just realized how much I missed feeling like this."
extracted from faceb0ok.
