Friday, June 6, 2008
{ 12:23 AM }
sSm Proficiency Test 1
today
what can i say ..???
damn cui arhh
Firstly, my invigilator was mR. tai
v calm n soft spoken guy
in a way, he did ease my nervousness
was glad tat mR. zaiNal was my 'nEighbour'
wiF him aRd, i always feel safe
n his words of encouragement seconds before i started
the tEst really motivate me
t0 at least start off well for the first station
mR. tai asked me
which class am i in, so i said p03
n hE said, ohh mR. zaiNal student ..
s0, do u want him to bE ur invigilator ..??
n i went hhmmm
sEcondly, for my first station,
i think i did okay
even though i to0k a super lonng time to do my setting
it t0ok me 5 mins +
but mR. tai praise mE for my perfect aCcuracy
it surprise mE to0 of my perfect accuracy
given that i did not have the chance
to practise since the start of the operation
mR. tai was kind enuf to ans my qstn whether i neEd to set the wine glasSes as well
the only problem was the adjusment of the chairs
n the patches found at the base of the wine glass
thirdly, for my sec0nd station,
mR. zainal did remind me t0 balance up my tray
while i was setting the wine glasses
damn nice la
n after setting up the glaSses
i was still stonning there
its was after mR. zainal pr0mptEd me,
"faSter, put d0wn thE tray n gEt the course meal"
tHen i was baCk on earth
hehx
i didnt make any conversation wif the guests
its weird la
talking to imaginary guests
n also wrong protocols
laSt station is the m0st cui one
its my weakess link,even mR. tai said so
i screwed up everything
clearing .. protocols etc
n the w0rst thing was
i dropped one wine glass
thank g0d, it didnt break c0z the floor was carpeted
instantly, mR. zainal turned to l0ok
in the midst of briefing his next teSter
sigh .. i n0e im dEad already
but mR. tai let mE finished up the whole procedures
it t0ok mE 3 mins ++ to c0mplete the whole thing
n already i sae a big fat zEro on my paper
sigHhh
after everything was d0ne
mR. tai asked me
him: s0 faEzah, d0 u want to sEe mR. zaiNal nExt sEm ..?
hE's a v niCe guy u n0e ..
me : No, i duN waNt ..
him: (turn over to mR. Zainal) : Zainal, faEzah doesnt want to sEe u nExt sem.
sad or n0t ..?
mR. zaiNal : (smiling) g0od la, it shows that she d0esnt want to fail.
Anyway, pr0b i wont be here to0 ...
sighhh ..
i jus h0pe n pray that i will pass this tEst
plz plz
